MOVED

Well. I am home. It always feel so surreal whenever i get home. Its like i can be in a world in the morning and in another at night. The wonders of technology.
After living with your bf for almost 2 months and being able to see each other for almost 24/7, this is not easy at all. To be able to see you before i go to bed and to be the first one who appears when i wake up, to be able to share that small tiny single bed and comforter, it has been nothing but bliss.
Coming home was kinda good and necessary i suppose. i received many gifts when i got home. I saw claris =), got my victoria secret stuff which was not VERY fantastic, adidas stuff frm my mum, and a very lovelyy gucci wristlet from my sister in law for my 21st bday. But home doesnt really feel like home without your daily dinner visits and company. =(
My bed's too big, my laptop msn is not working, i miss you.

Side tracking. Im using my old laptop, the one which looks like a big screen cinema at the moment and i saw many pictures that i would say, i was rather surprised about. I dont really want to read too much into it, but that many pictures of girls i have never heard of, does seem to me that there might be stuff i was kept in the dark about. But seriously, not that it matters now.

Because i think i've got all i need right now.

I love Saturdays; because they are hockey days. =)

When all the luck runs out, you become a nobody.

I love to prove my worth, even if there isnt much. I got all my applications to the various unis approved. Yay! ANU sucks.

I am awfully excited about our lil getaway. =))

4 days ago, i had the most terrible tasting white choc and macademia cookies. Yesterday, i had the best ones. I think i got twice lucky, and this time, ill keep to being on the right track.

=)

I have once again postpone going home to Wed. We'll be making our way to the coast on Monday and then Sydney on Tues. Very exciting! =) Went to the War Memorial earlier, it was pretty cool and huge. I have been awfully careless recently; last thurs i lost my student id during a movie, and today, i lost my atm card which is fuck. i guess everything happens for a reason, and i have taken a chill pill. Haha.

I am dressedlike a soccer player. Love the socks!

I will not make the same mistakes, never.

It is amazing how fast you can get used to someone's presence. Yesterday night, i had one of my panic attacks, which i usually will have right before leaving. Being apart is so damn difficult but yet being at the same place constantly, takes the excitement away. This is nothing compared to the duration i have to spend away from both you and the family sometime soon. And i am freaking out even though experience have shown things are really not that bad. I hate being weak.

Today's your 20th. And i hope wherever you are, you are doing fine. Happy happy birthday.

One week more to claris! =)